okay, im finally back in the mood to draw stuff, so for all those i promised drawings for, tell me now! im gonna list those i remember, and you guys tell me the rest! i might even take a few requests as well!

okay, i remember these:
a buster gun for klaydson
date pictures for a lot of people (if i promised you one, tell me, and give a link to your ref.)
and one more pic for someone, just for the hell of it.

if i missed any, just tell me. also...

MY BIRTHDAY IS IN ONE WEEK!!! on june seventh, im going up a level in life! (yep, im still too damn game obsessed, no matter how old i get...) IM GETTING LOTSA GAMES!!!!!! XWX WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!

a long time ago, when i was creating codo, i had two ideas. one is the one you see before you, where he can revive. the other, is one i always wanted to do.

in this other lifetime of codo's, he is able to die like anyone else. however, he at somepoint learns he had past lives. later on, he gains the ability to call upon his previous lives experiance and items. at that point, he can converse with his previous lives, but not very well.

either way, ill get more in depth later, but yeah, ive always wanted to do this story, so im going to start working on it, as well as posting some of the stories ive already written. hope you guys like it! =3

im at my house, practically alone! my brother is at his friends, my mom and dad are in north carolina, and i sit here, all alone. =3 im happy. silence and tranquility envelop me. im at peace right now. |3 i feel like im in a state of meditation. no annoying voices, no bothersome siblings, no one. just me, myself, and i. (and the scary thing that always feels like its there. ;M; *shivers*). other than me, i got the two dogs here. tyler and chelsea, my cute little puppies. =3 i like this. im feeling strangely calm and peaceful now that no ones here. i even got a new game too. fire emblem:the sacred stones. this is a beautiful thing, here at my house. im finally alone. |3 *sleeps*

by the by, i just submitted 24+ drawings. WORSHIP ME!!! lol.

the transformers comics... look forward to it... or at it, whichever suits your fancy. >=3

well guys, im just sittin here watchin old youtube, and thinking to myself. a long time ago, i had seen the end of death note, and i meant to post about it, but forgot. however, i was just reminded, and now shall impart some philosophy, that you needn't hear. =3

now, to all of you who hate light, or just plain think what he did was wrong, and laughed at his demise, you gotta think. in his own mind, he was right. in fact, its quite easy to see his logic, and think "hmm, hes right!". which actually brings me to one of my points.

first of all, there is no such thing as good and evil. its just a situation of who thinks there right, and it all comes down to whos will is stronger. you may think that they are evil, but they think that your the evil one. you cant view things as black and white as good and bad. now, i cant agree on his ways, but his intentions were something i could agree with light on. he thought he was right, and used his iron clad will to get his way. he tried his damndest, and you have to respect that. he thought he was right, and he thought he was doing a good thing.

now, approaching this at a different angle, this is for all the L fans. he too thought he was right, and tried his best to stop kira. now, i agree with L's intentions as well, as no one truly deserves to die, but you gotta see this from all sides. now, when light met l, they both thought they were the side of justice, that they were right. however, neither would admit their wrongs. i dont like light killing people, but i do agree, deep down, that he was not doing anything wrong. if he could punish them without ending their existence, and make them see their wrongs, then that would be good. i would be behind him on his actions. but he killed without mercy, and he was trying to become a god. those are what i disagree with.

now l was trying to stop kira, which, i think was a good thing to do. l was trying to save lives, which was good. if he could do that, that would be a good thing.

so, all in all, they were both good people, just one went about it in a way that was not right. however, he did his best to do what he thought was right, and you cant say what he did was bad. you may not like his methods, but in his own way, he was a good person.

now, to all who have seen the end, you know he dies. now, some of you thought that this was a good thing, that he was finally gone. however, i do not like his death either. now, some of you thought it funny that he screamed in pain and such, and how he was when it was his turn to die. that he punished so many without batting an eye, and now he was this pathetic when he had to step up to deaths door. however, this was not funny in the least to me.

as i stated repeatedly, he did what he thought was best. and now, when he had his turn, he screamed and cried out in pain and agony. he was scared, and he had the right to be. everyone is scared when death comes, no matter how much they say other wise. and now, it was his time. he was shot repeatedly, and this hurts. now, he started to scream for help. and who wouldnt? he was in pain and was face to face with his own demise. he didnt want to die. as he screamed in pain, he was scared so much, most likely thinking "is this it? is this how i will die? i die because i messed up one time?" and while he was confronted with these thoughts, so was every person he killed.

they all must have thought how scared they were to die, that it was their time. and he was about to have the same happen to him. and as he started to run, he started to think about his life. "where did i go wrong? if i never did that, would my life be better? if i had done this, could i have been happier?" this is something all people must come to terms with. he was so scared, and running, all the while thinking about his life. and all the while, his age was reverting. all peoples minds probably revert to a younger age when theyre dying, thinking about what happened.

well, by now you can probably see what im saying, and i have much more to say, but not the words to form. now, as i type this, i think what it will be like when i die. will it be peaceful? will i die for my cause? will i die a coward who ran from his fears, or will i die fighting as hard as i can to live out my own will? the truth is, no one can know. i will never know how i die till it happens. and when that time comes, i can only hope im surrounded by those who i love. and when i shed this mortal coil, i hope it was doing what i love, for whom i love. when i die, i do know ill be scared. every one is when this happens. and when that reaper is here for me, ill be reluctant, but rather than run, i will know that i must face my fate. i can only hope that i die a meaningful death, rather than scared and alone. like light though, he saw L when he died. he realized then that he had lost. but he didnt die angered, but he left peacefully at that point. he had concieded, and known at that point whose will was greater.

so in the end of this rant, i gotta say this. dont think as your enemy as bad. think of his will, and how you can turn the tide. do not hate your enemy, but love them instead, as theyre will may coincide with yours. make friends, not enemies. peace, not war. =3

this is stuff ive known since i was little, but i dont like to discuss my beliefs too much to people. however, it matters not. i have long thought, and wondered. i guess im just using this site to release all my pent up thoughts. whether you believe the same as i do or not, it is your choice, and your will. =3 i can only hope you can see my side, and choose your way after that. till next time! love ya guys!

(i still dont feel like ive worded this rant right, but i think you can see what i mean at this point. =3 also, from now on i will post my thoughts, and you may think what you will. either way, i just want others to see my thoughts, and discuss them with me. =3)